Night absorbed in thoughts.

Anytime I wanna run away, you make me come back, though i've decided since we did not even begin. How can you change my mind all the time ? Maybe its not simply love. Its something more... Do not know exactly what it can be called. When it rains outside the window and inside my heart, there's nobody but you to come. I'll find myself completely empty if you're gone. I've been used to having you as mine for a long long time. You've been the last point of all my thoughts. Its hard to take the road alone now, I guess. So I never have enough courage to quit.


Then I finally decide to stay until I find another one who can fill your place in my heart. When that day come, i'll kick you bum bum ! Sometimes I wonder if that day would really come ? If there's someone who loves me more than you do ? If i could just stop leaning on you ? If I could just face my life without you ? How can it suppose to be...

Keep telling myself there's nobody who just loves one time for a whole life. And me too. But its no use. I seem to regret all my sentiments for you than loving you.

Its strangle. The more we get close, the more we lose each other. Life has rules. And I always dont understand what to do to pass by.
If God says you're my final destination, I'll have no choice but nod my head !
Listen to Blessed của Elton John I love so much ! Hope I'll be blessed too, híhí !

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Thu Nhat Anh Nguyen